During the course of my week I meet moms who are part time or full time employees as well as moms.
They are lovely so this is not about them.
It's about my insecurity. I feel like I must have just been a wuss, that first trimester had me so tired I was practically asleep on my feet/at my desk. I have friends who are lawyers and engineers who clearly have detail oriented jobs but didn't seem to have difficulty focusing during pregnancy. They seem to have met any challenges that returning to work brings, where I just couldn't keep up. And even months after my departure from work, I have days where if I sit down I start to fall asleep. How do working moms do this? I can only feel like I was/am lacking in some way.
Don't get me wrong, I love being home with Ranger. I just am thinking too much with less than optimal sleep.